oh well *drinks pure vodka*
I’m 15 for crying out loud, how the heck am I going to look after someone so delicate when I can’t even look after myself? I’ve never managed to love myself so things won’t change now, especially because I’ve made this stupid mistake. I don’t want to do this anymore. I sound so pathetic but it’s true.
I can’t do it though, I physically and mentally cannot manage this.
It can’t be okay though, realistically, can it?
So I might be pregnant and I’ve cut myself to shreds. So so tempted to end myself right now.